Life’s been real and the DNA of my family has changed over the years. Speaking of years, where the fuck did, they go? It feels like one day I was in the middle of a sleepover at my grandparent’s house and the next I’m sitting on the couch alone in my home.

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I was driving down the road at age 19 or 20. I remember saying to myself that I wanted to have as many experiences as I possibly could in life and not compromise while doing it. I figured this was the only way to understand its meaning. Little did I know that I would learn less about its meaning but understand myself more thoroughly.

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But who am I to think that I’m special enough to have the unknown others out there read my blog? What makes my life more interesting than theirs? I don’t have those answers, but what I do know is people are attracted to real speak. At the very least my blog becomes an online autobiography for my own use for when the day comes that I can’t remember the details any longer. That is success.

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At times I go on and ramble or get distracted and forget my train of thought. Speaking of trains, have you ever ridden on a bullet train in Japan? Fucking phenomenal! Smooth. Quiet. Clean. Now, that is podracing! Where was I? Oh, yeah… good. I’m not one to be stagnant, but sometimes fear keeps me from taking chances. When you realize that’s happening, there’s only one thing left to do and that’s to explode out the gate.

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Trying something new can be scary ’cause we all know the gays are harsh. Sometimes, I think we use destructive criticism as if we have a Get-Out-Of-Jail-Free-Card to simply be a bitch. All I have to say to that is, “Sis, I helped pave the way for you to be able to have that bitchy attitude out there in your safe space, so go read someone else’s ass cause all you’re gonna do to mine is fucking kiss it.” Actually, I really didn’t do anything special, but march in some parade and run a small town LGBT youth group, but I’ve always wanted to have that queenie moment in time and I guess that was it. Turn your head now, baby, just spit me out.

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Life is about balance. Pay attention to where you’re headed, but don’t pay so much attention to it that you don’t see what you’re passing. Conversely, don’t give all attention to your surroundings that you lose track of where you’re headed. Life is relatively simple. If you have a pulse, you are and have your million-dollar contract already. Hopefully, you’re interested to see what I’m coming up with next and are rooting for me. I know that I’m watching and will be cheering your next creation, so what you waiting for?